Title courtsey to sis Maria :)
Hey you. You're definitely is not my Mr. Perfect and maybe I'm not your Miss Perfect too. I used to believe that I can build a life and a future with you. You were so amazing in every single way.. the kind of guy that any girl would want to marry someday. But I guess you're too stubborn & scared to break free and run... while I'm too brittle & impatient to hold on.
Honestly, I've been thinking a lot about something.. or accurately about someone. I don't know if it's love or what since I am fickle minded like this. I can't even define what I feel right now. But all I do know is that I sorta fall in "like" with someone.
A friend once told me that it's not wise fo me to jeopardize what I have with you for a crush or someone I fall in "like" with. Well, to some extent I kinda agree with her. But I can't be keeping you around just because I can't find my Mr. Right hence settle with you; my Mr. 2nd Right. It is not and never will be fair.
It really breaks my heart when you told me that you love me. But I don't think that I am capable of loving someone right now. Not even loving myself. Yes, I am pathetic like this.
Life sucks. Haihhh
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