Sometimes aku teringin nak ada seorang adik/kakak perempuan yang berusia 1-2 years saja gap dari umur aku. Yeah, so that I can go shopping or weekend movie marathon with her. And pillow talk lagi. But being the eldest and the only daughter in the family, it was damn lonely. Tipulah kalau kau cakap boleh nak jadi bestfriend dengan mak. Even aku dah besar-besar ni pun, aku still rasa impossible since I always feel that my mom doesn't allow me to grow up and make my own decisions. And I condone the fact that maybe she don't want to accept yang aku sudah dewasa. Ah, tapi itu cerita lain.
It would be nice to have someone blood-related untuk kau pour your soul out. Aku kira, kau takkan jumpa kawan yang betul-betul boleh buat kau rasa close to your heart. Because that magic mungkin is a gift in blood-relatioship.
As I'm listening to Jenny Lewis, the phrase "You are what you love, Tim. And not what loves you back" caught my ears. Hmmm, maybe it's kinda true. Honestly P, I saw myself when I saw you. Well, maybe not entirely me. But part of you was in me. Seriously. And I don't like what I saw.
Ironinya, kita berpegang pada perasaan yang sama. So I wondered, what went wrong? Did something happened or did not happend causes everything tastes sour?
Dan Jenny Lewis juga mengakhiri lagu dengan "I'm in love with illusions so saw me in half. I'm in love with tricks so pull another rabbit out of your hat".
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